What?
Not really thinking about how many days left, just doing those things that I suppose to do and what do I want to do.
It is such a hard time being here, myself, alone.
Well, it is not exactly I am alone, I have friend around the world, and it is absolutely fabulous to know them and it is so so glad that I met them at the age of 20, right there, right now.
But, the feeling that you want to do anything is kind of bothering me a bit.
It is like, I can do like everything outside my home. To scream out loud what is me and what I want. To pursuit anything which I care, I am interested in. Also, to pump up the volume up of myself.
Back home, might not, but still will do something that I had done before in Belfast here.
Yet, the feeling going back home for a short time meeting families, friends, teachers.......oh yes, of course, foods!!
Might just be like that, for a small visit, not a long time and staying.
I found myself outside my home which made me found WHO AM I and WHAT AM I.
I DON'T WANT TO LET THIS FEELING BLOW AWAY FROM ME, NEVER EVER AGAIN.
I WANT TO CHALLENGE, I WANT TO FIGHT, I WANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT, A REVOLUTION.
That is now I am thinking about and really want to do that for my life, for myself.
CHEERS
It is such a hard time being here, myself, alone.
Well, it is not exactly I am alone, I have friend around the world, and it is absolutely fabulous to know them and it is so so glad that I met them at the age of 20, right there, right now.
But, the feeling that you want to do anything is kind of bothering me a bit.
It is like, I can do like everything outside my home. To scream out loud what is me and what I want. To pursuit anything which I care, I am interested in. Also, to pump up the volume up of myself.
Back home, might not, but still will do something that I had done before in Belfast here.
Yet, the feeling going back home for a short time meeting families, friends, teachers.......oh yes, of course, foods!!
Might just be like that, for a small visit, not a long time and staying.
I found myself outside my home which made me found WHO AM I and WHAT AM I.
I DON'T WANT TO LET THIS FEELING BLOW AWAY FROM ME, NEVER EVER AGAIN.
I WANT TO CHALLENGE, I WANT TO FIGHT, I WANT SOMETHING DIFFERENT, A REVOLUTION.
That is now I am thinking about and really want to do that for my life, for myself.
CHEERS
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